Sep 9, 2005
Sorry...

Sorry...

if i could change the things ive done i would ( Im sorry )
If i could speak to you now id aplogize...( Sorry )
For the pain ive caused and for the words ive said ( im sorry)
Now your gone i miss you most ( Im so sorry)

The mistakes ive made Taught me nothing....
Now Its too late i realize i was repeating
i was nothing but a basterd Towards you

if i could change the things ive done i would ( Im sorry )
If i could speak to you now id aplogize...( Sorry )
For the pain ive caused and for the words ive said ( im sorry)
Now your gone i miss you most ( Im so sorry)

The pain i caused
The Tears ive cryed
I'm useless for everything
But making you hurt

I would Stop time just to say sorry
i didnt mean to hurt you...




Posted at 10:49 am by israels_son
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Sep 4, 2005
Broken Hearted

(for those who are Broken Hearted)

Never ment to hurt you ( I'm Sorry )
Let your Friends talk my love was true
I'll hide my Pain just for you
I never ment to hurt you

This love was blind
Our hearts were Healing
Im Sorry for misleading you
I never ment to hurt you

My Words mean nothing
My Actions Dont seem to work
Just a Face to your eyes
I'm sorry ( Never ment to hurt you )

My Love for you still lives on
Yours for me does not
This heart wont heal
These Tears wont Dry

Memories of you Stuck in my mind
Was it right to Keep trying
This heart will not heal
These wounds Wont stop bleeding

I Never ment to hurt you ( i love you )
I Never ment to make you cry ( I'm Sorry)
You Never Noticed me
You Never Cared

This is the story of a broken Heart
One once loved and Broken
My love was true....
Yours was not


Posted at 11:38 am by israels_son
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Mar 19, 2005
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I hide you from my sins
i hide you from my deep scars
i hide you from the real me

My life to you was a lie
i was too afraid to show the truth
thinking you woudlnt feel the same
everytime i lied , i became more of
a lie

I hide you from my sins
i hide you from my deep scars
i hide you from the real me

i dont know how to escape

this lie , would you feel the
same if i came true?
is my heart to cold and weak

I hide you from my sins
i hide you from my deep scars
i hide you from the real me.


Posted at 10:57 am by israels_son
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Mar 14, 2005
I dream

Dream about how its all going to end
the people that tease me and make fun of me

would they feel the same if i was dead?

The voices inside my head, giving me thaughts
why cant you just stop me from what im feeling now
you've made me hate this world

i sit alone in a dark room fantasising about
how to end this life ,

hours dragging on feeling like years

youve pushed me to the limit i cant take it
ill find away to use this rope
you cant stop this

My dream came true
the voices had their way
and those who tease me can no longer tease me
whos the one luaghing now
can no longer feel the pain and hatered
for once this dream was true


Posted at 12:45 pm by israels_son
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Memorys

The rain beating down on my face
i cant move , i cant breath the memorys
of what happend , the voices that torment my soul

They repeat over and over till i cant take any more
the screams of pain , and the words of hope
nothing to them but simple sounds .

The famileys that were torn apart looking for hope
the lonley child born blind , searching for food
on the ground, the fathers looking for their lost

The people have no hopes and dreams
you took that away from them , now
they only look forwards to the end
hopeing it comes fast.

You left them with nothing
no glimer of hope nothing to
feed them selfs , just for them
to sit and wait till their end comes closer


Posted at 12:41 pm by israels_son
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skys turn black


You used me like the rest have
you treated me bad so meny time's
yet i didnt see the truth
i pretended it was fine
all this time it was a lie

now i see i ment nothing to you
i was just someone to use and abuse
why couldnt i see am i that stupid?

Their you go again
looking right through me
like you didnt even care
what am i expected to do
but whipe the dirt from my face

i dont belong here not with you
not with anyone i dont know why you used
me but it was all i could take
now is my hope is thrugh
you pushed me to far im sick of these
emotions im not listening to you
ill stay alone in this dark corner till the skys turn black


(sorry for spelling mistakes)

Posted at 12:31 pm by israels_son
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Erm , hey im israels son

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